Untitled Document #10

Hello ducklings!

10 weeks?!: Can you believe its been 10 weeks since i started this newsletter? Tbh i am surprised how many people actually read these sometimes cause lets be real this is useless information that you don’t need to know and realistically who really cares about my life/ every week of a random person. But to those who do read them, to those who actually respond or talk to me about what I’ve written, thanks for being interested in my mediocre life and following my music journey. A moment of honesty, these letters may get a bit boring and contain no substance at all because I am a lazy humbug and I do love to just be a person who does nothing unless I feel spontaneous enough to go out and explore the world. So here’s to you readers and the people who were signed up unwilling by other ducklings.

X-POSED ✔: X-POSED is now done and dusted. I did it guys, I finished 3 backing tracks to the point of decent public listening and performed them for people. So about 100 people have heard 3/6 songs from my upcoming EP ‘Unbothered for Bullshit’ . There were a few issues with audio on the night so i couldn’t really give the attitude/ hype/ storytelling that I wanted to give so that I could prevent feedback but I am relatively happy with how I performed, there were points were I was a bit off with either timing or pitch but that just comes with practice and a louder fold back. It was a good night and is a great concept so I applaud Ash and Emmie (the creators/organisers) on their efforts!

Bored? Right?? cont. : yeah last week I didn’t finish this cause I got distracted and I don’t proof read and thought I finished it so here’s the full story. So like the other day i was working a 7h shift, half of it was the supervisor at the registers and the other was on the floor stocking shelves. and i walked into that shift absolutely not bothered and only really wanting to sit down the whole time. The only logical job i was bothered to do was scrub the floors. so i sat down behind the register, on the floor, with a bottle of jiff and a bucket of water with a scourer scrubbing my life away. I spent 3 hours

sitting there cleaning cause I wasn’t bothered and may I say that floor looked decently better but then the next day I came in it was all dirty again so there’s really no point in the job. But I did clean the cupboards as well and they look and have stayed looking good. Pros and cons, I regret nothing.

Movie review- Self reliance: Something a bit different cause I actually watched a movie I have never watched before instead of watching something I always watch. You know cause like you wanna put something on but you don’t wanna risk watching a shit movie so you put on something you’ve already watched that you know is good. Anyways this movie is a great combination of comedy, action and suspense. Slightly set up like a horror and you trust no one who you come across in the movie, this movie follows a dude who agrees to play a dark web game where he is hunted for 30 days

and as long as he is with someone he is safe but if he is alone or a decent distance away from someone, he is in danger of being killed. If he survives the whole 30 days he wins $1 million. The soundtrack of this movie is one of my favourite ever, it creates tension but uses less orchestral instruments and more synth/sample sounds. Absolutely brilliant and definitely a movie that you should watch.I call myself dyslexic.

I don’t think I really am but I read words and a different word comes out of my mouth or my brain skips over words and fills it in with what words I think should be there. Which is why I never read in front of an audience, I also just have mad stage fright so I get very nervous and stumble and mumble. On the weekend I sung at a confirmation mass and that meant I had to sing/read the response, and

may I say I only messed up once. So I’m like wow I’m amazing.

lately i have no clue why ive been waking up anxious but purely cause of whats happened in my dreams. i had a dream the other night where my teeth moved and were sorta positioned like an M where my front tooth went behind my other tooth and then went back up? idk but i was fully convinced that was my real teeth cause they all feel like they’re moving due to my wisdom teeth coming through. super fun, also had a dream where i went off at someone and then woke up like darn i should’ve written that down cause it was a good comeback.

ever since i came back from england i just wanna travel and explore even if its spontaneous day trips that my friends and i just randomly go on. currently next week im going to the hunter valley with them for the weekend as our christmas get together and then were also planning to go on a road trip up to the gold coast at the start of next year for like 15 days just travelling there and back, doing various activities along the way and camping at caravan parks overnight. really looking forward to it and maybe next year i’ll plan some more trips too.

Thanks for going, BR3E

ps. feel free to comment on these newsletters with any book recommendations, places to visit, things to try or things you want my opinion on because I can be very opinionated.