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Hello ducklings!

Since you bin gone: This morning I saw the cleaner at work sorting out the rubbish inside bins. Normal right? Only the bloke WASN’T WEARING GLOVES. He was fully raw dogging it and just picking it out with his bare hands. That got me thinking, am I being too cautious or too sensible? Which then lead me to reflect on my life and decided I don't take enough risks cause I’m too scared of outcomes, granted I don’t think I’ll be going through a rubbish bin anytime soon especially without gloves, but hey, his immune system must be great.

Progress?!: In the past week I've rewritten one of my EP tracks to better suit my style which has turned out really well, from there I also have reworked the demo I originally had to cater to the change, and oft guys, I might be onto something. Gotta explore every genre right? This EP has got quite a few genre changes to reflect on the different toxic traits in life, from ballads to cinematic, electronic to rap, I'm doing it all because why stay to one genre?

My Music: Definitely feeling more into music now than lately and love listening to genres that I don’t typically listen to. I also did a mash up of ‘Stargazing x Sky Full of Stars’ for a wedding my band (Gsus) is singing at this Sunday, which made me remember why I love music. Last year I made a 3 hour DJ set for my sisters 21st and trying to discover which songs go with what and how I can make the most satisfying clean transition between them was one of my favourite things to do. Chat should I become a DJ??

Motivation or lack of: Currently I feel like I’m burnt out and always tired. There are things I want/need to do but then I just end up laying on the couch watching tv or laying in bed reading - this is why I haven’t started a new book otherwise I will stop everything to read it. I am trying a new method of writing out a list of things to complete each day but I’m also just going to try and take in the world a bit more and find achievements and beauty in small things, I’ll let ya know how this goes next week.

X-POSED: I know for a fact you still haven't bought your X-POSED tickets. Silly you. You must come and see me and a bunch of talented creatives live on the 20/11! Buy tickets here, otherwise you’re missing out:

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I’m currently absolutely obsessed with the songs ‘Money Game, Pt. 3' by Ren,

‘Rule #34’by Fish in a Birdcage, and ‘Gossip’ by

Confidence Man and JADE. The instrumentation in these songs are epic and they're also such a vibe - you'll hear these as inspiration in my EP.

We finally bought batteries so I’ve started playing

on our Wii again. by doing this I have rediscovered my rage and impatience through playing Mario Super Bros. It’s addictively bad and bloody annoying. I might make a rage compilation of me playing cause I might as well get content out of it.

My friends and I did a games night the other night and I decided that it was a great idea to play twister. it was not a great idea. we are not 12 and are unable to do the splits. hell I can't even touch

my toes idk how I thought I would've survived twister. In my mind I was like ‘this'll be a nice stretch’... it was not.

Talk Soon, BR3E

ps. feel free to comment on these newsletters with any book recommendations, places to visit, things to try or things you want my opinion on because I can be very opinionated